I have been "thinking" about blogging for several months, but I know myself well enough to know that I think about things like this way too much. I didn't want to start because I knew that it would take me forever to post even simplest of thoughts.
So rather than continuing to contemplate whether or not I have the time to sit down and write, I have decided to just sit down and write. whatever happens, happens.
the idea of writing with no reservations and not being concerned with the "perfection" of the outcome is terrifying to me. what if you read this and silently laugh at the words I chose? what if you read this and see vulnerable glimpses of my heart and don't like it?
there is no freedom in fear though. so rather than continuing to hide in my thoughts of "some day I should write a blog...but not today...there's not enough time today"...rather than hiding there, I'm stepping out and just writing something.
After all, if it stresses me out this much, there's must be something to it...right?
Monday, March 15, 2010
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